Well, I started nicotine patches today 'cause I wanted to smoke so badly that I was in tears. And EXTREMELY irritable. When I get snippy with my own mother, you KNOW something is extremely wrong. All was good until I took my pain pill and antibiotic at 9:30-ish. By the time Delocated came on I was feeling 10x more loopy than usual, and when I was halfway through Aqua Teen I had to roll up into a ball on the couch and pretend there was no outside world. I was pretty much panicking with the spins and hot flashes and the whole nine yards until Tim and Eric was over. Which means I was freaking out for like an hour and 15 minutes.
...funny how I look at today's timeline of events as segments on Adult Swim.
Wee. So after that fiasco I immediately ripped off my nicotine patch and started downing Ensures. Not so sure why. Probably 'cause I figured I needed to 'eat' something to feel better.
Then when I took my next painkiller at 3am, I felt nothing. These things are effing WEIRD. Half the time I feel nothing, the other half I get really loopy and can barely walk. But in a good, warm and fuzzy, non-panicky way.
I dunno. I'm gonna download some Metalocalypse and possibly try to go to sleep.
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