My good mood (that has lasted probably about 3-4 days) went to complete and utter shit for no goddamn reason this afternoon. This keeps fucking happening almost every week. I'm REALLY GODDAMN TIRED OF IT. I'll be super happy and hyper one minute, then bawling and almost suicidal the next.
I haven't even quit smoking yet. Gramma loaded me up with 60 nicotine patches and I'm thinking I'm gonna quit within the next two weeks.
Back on subject. I don't know what the fuck to do. I haven't had mood swings this bad in a couple years. I'm almost thinking its time to look into the antidepressant arena again. I've been down that road and it was awful, but I was also wayyyy too young to be on the shit that I was on. So I dunno. I guess Wellbutrin wasn't so bad. That also made me quit smoking.
We'll see. A couple more weeks of this shit and I am DONE.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!
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