I just spent like three hours downloading the wrong fucking software update for my Zune. FUCKING. GREAT. Now I get to spend another three hours downloading this one because I apparently I needed the 64-bit version. FUCK.
So yeah. Fucking awesome.
I'm feeling like hell at the moment. Out of nowhere I seem to have sunk into this incredibly deep depression. Not good enough. Too clingy. Unavailable. Boring. Your basic self loathing x100. Although listening to The Bends does that to me sometimes. I should find something else to listen to. Heh.
Goddamn, I feel like a worthless pile of shit. And I'm missing the living hell out of Terry. But his home situation is awkward now, he's busy doing shit, I have like, NO money, etc. I have a feeling I'm not even gonna get to see him until next Friday. It's fucking KILLING ME.
I want to crawl into a hole forever.
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